im not strong ..

       How hard i try to forget about you , but actually  i cant , and thats the truth ! but i'll never stop keep on trying , cause you are not mine ! but  i dont want to be your  enemie with you but if this what you want , fyne ! i'll make your dream come true . no matter how much i love you , i can still do nothing .
even i didnt contact you or sms you . i cannnot lie to myself . huhu . nvm . if we were meant together , we will be together someday .. 
  im sorry i have to do this to you , im so sorry , the more i try to the more i love you , omg ! i hope u can be strong , huhu ..
ao sorry sayang .